I am not a matyr because I love you, because you are important to me beyond myself. It is not a sacrifice that has that sort of meaning. You will forever be more important then I, you put yourself there and have held it. It hurts me that you are always the center of all things, as it would be nice, so nice, if perhaps I had a day, a moment, a thought, where you held yourself to be lesser and equal. Would that you trusted me, believed me, answered my questions instead of asking “why”. Would that you cared as I do. Would that you loved me back.
Day: January 25, 2004
not self applicable
pinstripes candystripes
damn you stockdale! i’m home alone at three eh em intermittently wandering the internet for anything interesting. conversations had with you recently are floating through my brain prompting me to look into the idea of the pinstripe corset. drat you and yours. there’s many and many of them, all desirable and unattainable. sleek, svelte skins of the body, gloves to the form. olive and lavender, blood red and creamy plum. no black charcoal with aubergine, not yet, though it must be in this world of fashion pages and on-line shopping. i am sure.
coachella
The Radiohead newsletter arrived in my mailbox today bringing incredible news. In fact an “alrighty peoples – we must go to this most amazing of concert festivals”. It’s pricey, but for once a fellow could get what they pay for in this sick overpriced western world.
The line-up (as far as I’ve been able to find):
– radiohead
– the cure
– the pixies
– kraftwerk
– the electric six
– death cab for cutie
– air
– the yeah yeah yeahs
– sahara hotnights
– international noise conspiracy
– prefuse 73
– (plus other unconfirmed)
May 1 and 2 at the Empire Polo Fields in Coachella, California.
General admission tickets for each day are priced at $75.00 per day, with a limited amount of 2-day tickets available for $140.00 plus $1 per day for charity.
But COME ON! Radiohead, The Cure and the Pixies!!