Month: April 2004

oh so daring me

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I’m listening to Bill Murray singing More Than This from the Lost In Translation soundtrack and it makes me sad in that grinning way that I felt through the whole film.

Identity lost and found.

I’ll root through the box someday and find that painting of a blue cat that was on the wall of the apartment when we first made love.

Z? says:

“and since when did water vapour require pity.”

Dare I say I love that dearly?

I felt my first actual moment of doubt a few days ago. Bill and I were trespassing across the waterway to the walkway we shouldn’t be. There was no water crashing, no H2O impeding progress. We had to jump onto the waters path and walk across with another jump. I couldn’t do the second flick of feet. I started and then stopped. The strangest feeling. Like fear, but not quite. Utterly new and open and strange.

I didn’t like it.

Anyone know of any handydandy program that can be used to snatch frames out of Quicktime?

In continuing my infatuation with music video.

Just for the shape of things. For the bilateral triangle of yourself and mine in relation to the apathy states.

Click on these.

{ Game & Article }

Saw William Gibson while walking downtown today. One of those moments where you brush past someone you really really wish you knew.

As feared, one of the women who worked with Darren James has tested HIV-positive. Lara Roxx, one of three Canadians in the first-generation, has just been confirmed positive by the Adult Industry Medical Healthcare Foundation (AIM).

Roxx, who is either 18 or 19-years-old, performed in a mini-gang bang scene with Darren James, Mark Anthony, Maxxx Black on March 24. Anthony and Black performed a double anal with Roxx, as part of that scene. Roxx had only been in the adult industry for three months. Her scene with James and Anthony was her first double anal…

Her agent Daniel Perreault, the agent who handles the women for the Eromodel Group, told Roxx not to come to Los Angeles on this trip, saying he didn’t believe she was ready yet. She came anyway…

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Either 18 or 19 years old. *hears the creaking as the industry crumble*

another update:

Another woman has been added to the first-generation list, raising the number of performers that had sexual contact with Darren James, the veteran performer whose HIV-positive status sent the industry into a state of emergency on Tuesday, to thirteen as the mainstream media swarms Porn Valley looking for information on the two HIV-positive performers, Darren James and Lara Coxx.

Dynasty, a veteran female performer, was added to the first-generation A list last night when it was discover the she performed in a scene with James on March 25, the day after he had performed with Lara Coxx, who has since tested postive for the virus.

At this time it is not known that Coxx caught the HIV virus from James, but it has been assumed by most to be the case…

Have you been out of the loop? Were you afraid to listen to Bush’s latest press encounter? Read the short form!

mrs. henry has included photos of cute kittens to make your reading experience less onerous.

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I imagine for a moment that it’s my lover in the other room. That they will come from thier shower and place me onto the bed and kiss me. We will make love and there will be darkness and light. There is no face attached, nor a feeling. Just passing fancy, but odd enough that I take note of it. I wonder where the thought comes from. Is it from the awareness of domestic pattern? Is it from some underlying desire to want someone? I don’t know, but I think about it.