death cab fro cootie

My autoresponces can be terrible terrible things. I know I must be up early so tha I can get to ‘s school on time. I know I have to wake up, I have to get up.  The alarm is set for five to eight, so when do I wake up? Irrevocably at six. Any time I truly impress upon my brain that I have to wake up early, this happens. I will wake up at two in the morning, four in the morning, six o’clock with a “oh gee – I should get ready now”. I invariably try to get back to sleep, only to wake as suddenly almost perfectly two hours later.

I’m tempted right now to go back to sleep, as I know what this will do to me later in the day, but then again, I’m deciding that perhaps I’ll try to stay up. Perhaps I’ll lie in bed reading for an hour, perhaps I’ll get ready then go back to bed, perhaps I’ll…

Being awake two extra hours is so very pointless. Does anyone else ever do this?