i had to reinvent myself in order to escape the burden of recurrence.

Anything at all. I have scandalized. It’s great!

I wish Marissa were in town. I would love to hear her laughing at me
for my first non-fictional infatuation. Her height makes me feel 
protective. I noticed it yesterday wtih Chelsea and Dominique. Standing
a head above them created a feeling I know from being with her. Like I
should spread my black wings and infold them. Safety inside the cloak
of my mans walk.

the language of relationships needs a kick of italian

I feel like burning a bridge today to go along with my undone buttons.
I talked to Bill for an hour after getting home. Why does my sorrow
feel so good? There’s a bittercoffee taste, but it’s he who hates
himself. I only am left with old, familiar hurts that I’m learning to
expect. Neglect ever and after. These grains of rice collected on the
kings chessboard aren’t drowning me anymore.

At least I know the last name of this one. Laughable, really, the
thirty year rule. Where is my mind that I could think such a thing?
This is your fault, my darling girl. And then continue. Ah well – play
gentleman and I’ll still respect you in the morning, but don’t expect
me to kiss you. I’m drifting too much and knowing finally what I don’t
need. You know I thought about it. You know I’ll come when you invite
me back.
Same game, different players. This should be a pay-per-view television show with someone sexier as me. I’ve missed this. The Dance.

a word for those friends that are as close as lovers, perhaps more
loved than they – a word for those fools that you will play with yet do
not care for –  a word for thinging  – a word for um-friends
– a word for those in between spaces that do not exist in storybooks

I just realized it’s MONDAY

Well – I seem to have come home with a vengeance. Amazing how it’s
possible to convey assumptions into conversation that have nothing to
do with words or inflection. That must be one of my favorite parts of
language. The subtly altered conversations. If I start seducing that
circle of friends, I am so doomed. Dominique gets to laugh at me.
*in the dark surrounded by glowing stars*
“I was just talking with a friend of mine today about how it would be
be good for me to have a two week fling with someone intelligent who
wouldn’t treat me as property”
“too bad I’m not intelligent then”
Thanks to the world for beautiful people.

 I’ve come home to my fish and my computer. One is happier than
the other. I just walked down the Drive with Prospero, stopping briefly
to say hello to Ada. The sun is brighter than it seemed to be when we
first got up, blinking. I don’t know who else I’m seeing today, but I
sincerly am hoping to share another bed sometime this week. Waking
happier. It’s so alone otherwise. My double-bed feels empty, like I’m
trying to sleep with the wind.

“I thought that at a certain point, boys tended to grow up a bit”
“where’s the advantage in that?”

damn the french

T-Party invite

Please Forward Far & Wide

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The “Alice in Wonderland” Mad Tea Party – Sunday June 20th

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*The Mad Hatter*
on Behalf Of
THE FOOL’S SOCIETY
Humbly Invites
YOU

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To
* THE 11th ANNUAL *
ALICE IN WONDERLAND
* MAD TEA PARTY *
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a pastoral afternoon of costume,
cucumber sandwiches, and a ‘nearly-serious’
croquet match

SOLSTICE
Sunday June 20th 2004
From 12:00 Noon
Until 4:00 p.m.

At
– – – TROUT LAKE PARK – – –
(19th & Victoria)
In the Usual Spot
/// West Side of the Lake
Beneath a Shady Tree \\\

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Please Attend
As ANY Character
from “Alice in Wonderland”

* ALL AGES WELCOME *

Bring:

a Tea Pot
a Picnic Blanket
AND
a Yummy Treat to Share

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CROQUET RALLY presided over by:
THE KING AND QUEEN OF HEARTS
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CAUCUS RACE LED BY THE DODO
+
SPECIAL APPEARANCES BY

THE CATERPILLAR
THE JABBERWOCK
QUEEN VICTORIA
&
THE CARNIVAL BAND
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Stray Flamingoes
&
Backwards-Running Watches
to be Expected

STAY #TUNED#
FOR DETAILS

Or Ask The Cat

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Papparazi and
Potentatoes may contact:

THE FOOL’S SOCIETY
VANCOUVER, B.C.

foolish@fools-society.com
www.fools-society.com

(604) 444 – MUSE

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PLEASE FORWARD THIS
INVITE TO A FRIEND
Especially If He or She
Is a Fool

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FINAL NOTICE:
In Case Of Terrible Weather
Tea Party Shall be Postponed
One Week
(Until the 27th)
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